Aqua-chan, Victoria, Bella Luna..........I miss you. I miss you more than I ever imagen possible. I go online everyday hoping I will at least hear a Hi from you. I miss the sound of your voice, I miss your smile, I miss the way you always see life with a positive way of thinking. The complete oppsoite of me. I am a cold hearted bastard I know that. I know many times I made you feel like I did not care for you. Like you were only second best. I always been like this. I am afraid of needing anyone, afraid of been weak. So I kept you at arms lenght. I am sorry for been such a fool. But I swear sometimes I feel like grabbing you and taking you away, so you can be mine and only mine. I know I am a selfish fool. Please it takes everything I have to say this. I would get on my knees in front of you but please I dont want to lose you as well. Everyone of the closest people I have..........I left behind. I cannot take it if the same happens to us. All I wish is to hear you say Hi so I know you are doing OK. I would trade every ounce of my power just to hear you say you forgive me. I saw your profile. "I had him. I lost him." The egotistical side of me belives you are talking about me. But know this you will never lose me. If you ever need my help call upon me. I swear on my honor as a warrior, as a Martial Artist and above all as a man that I will always be your knight, your friend........your lover.

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A Soul Lost into Holy Ice Eternal.